DON’T RISE YOUR RIVAL

by Anthony Negrón

Don’t you raise your rifle, boy,
It will change the way you see.
Don’t take aim, he’s just a child
And this desert belongs to him.
Don’t you raise your rifle, boy,
the future is at stake. Yours and his
Are intertwined, so leave your arms
At your side.
Don’t you raise your rifle, boy;
His friends want to live as well.
The sand has drunk it’s fill
Of blood, it does not need theirs too.
Don’t you raise your rifle, boy, 
Let their laugh-song carry on.
They do not wish to take your life;
Your instinct led you astray. Your heat-dreams
Have changed even children into horrors;
The price is too high and 
rising still.
Don’t you raise your rifle, boy;
He’s a child like you were once.
If you can both grow to be good men
This war may end one day.
Don’t you raise your rifle, boy,
You’ll forever view him through iron sights.
The fear and violence in your heart
Will become a feast for consuming regret;
Making every dark corner remember
Your intent, and take
Aim back at you.
Don’t you raise your rifle, boy, 
you can become human again.
The hate that the desert taught you has
Not reached permanence.
Don’t you raise your rifle, boy;
There is no bomb on his chest. It is filled
With joy and wonder that you must
Let go on.
Oh, boy, you raised your rifle;
committed to the sin. The sun has risen
on your fear and set
On the child’s hope.
Now that you’ve raised your rifle, boy,
The memory will haunt you as a man.
Tear your dreams to bloody death
and drown you in shaming sweat.
You raised your rifle and so are doomed
To dread and ruminate; to lie and rot, and wander
Lost while forever taking aim.
You raised your rifle, boy, 
And, though you both survived-
The price was too high and
The cost is rising still.


E. INDIAN RIVER

by Anthony Negrón

I remember the face of my youth;
Its castoff eyes and dry brows,
Clumsy ears
Intent on finding nuance
Within scenes of obfuscate duality
And disorder, blood-
Soaked streets and carports,
Buicks and beat-down Fords
With unnatural holes where
Natural light shone through,
Suggesting miracles like plate-
Glass windows filled with obsolete
Evidence of white deities and
Prophets 
Who never saw Black Death coming?
In a ghetto
Or honeysuckles in spring,
Their sweet centers giving
Me a sense of Aprils in a better world;
Odorous hope like pollen 
To my nostrils
Spent brass clinking and 
Ringing in the alleyway at my feet
As I clamored ignorantly for more-
The ground seemed like such 
A cruel place.
Scattered grass grown beside needle-
Lined cracks in paved sidewalks
Like veins;
Poisonous blood leading
To the field where I played
As I had my first taste
Of malt, a half-empty Double Deuce I 
Chugged and felt warm
Less alone, vomited
On my shoes, found
Kinship in consequence
When I thought that it was love;
The face of my youth all
Red with bloody error, skin soaked
Boiled and fermented,
Habit a process-
I learned how to die on East Indian River
Where all my firsts 
Took root in my blood.

About the author

Anthony Negron is a Black and Puerto Rican-American poet and disabled Iraq war veteran. He resides in Hampton, Virginia. His poetry is centered around his relationships and processing traumas. He has a BA in English and is currently working on his first poetry collection, Letters To Us. He can be found @shatteredsentimentsva on Instagram. 

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